rant dunno stupid uh shit.

so again visited grandmother, she keeps saying there is a man with fair skin in the room with her. but theres actually no ones there. and she kept saying bring me home, bring me home. but she is at home. sigh, this is so..frustrating.

i cant deal with this sadness, so i went on an extremee online shopping spree. didnt buy anything though but added loads of useless things in my shopping list.

eg. shoes(again) but dont think im buying because i just made a extremeeeee big promise to not buy anymore. my mum went crazy when she found my new shoes.

im thinking of getting this sheer top, but then like uh must buy innerwear, i dont want to parade in my bra lol but okay lh actually i dont mind. HAHA jk. and now i want to buy a maxi skirt with a slit on the side, then im thinking of contacts. and more shoes and ohyeah i need a belt and leather jacket and ugh black comfy pants and oh yeah fucking sandals.

sandals important man, i mean like my feet need to chill too man. its ugly now due to blisters.

plus next week there will be loads of collections updating and i'll be like fuck *this momentary skirt from schwing2* all over again. haha im babbling tonight im sorry.

and i'll regret cause i spent all my money this week. and like next week is school holidays i wont get pocket money, but ohyeah if you follow my twitter i was in need of moneh because i ordered shoes online and the deadline was tomorrow. but i convinced my mum to topup 50 bux so i can buy my martin margiela clog wedge~~ yay! (:

but after this amazing planning then i go back to reality and remember about secret mission. and that makes me sad again. because i promised myself to save money but well, as you can see. FAIL

i want msarah, come on.

be online i'll show you my shopping list you tell me yay or nay.

lol, my life sux.