... high .... alive

i envy you seriously. im jealous id do anything to be in your shoes. okay maybe not to be you but be around you, enjoying the ride. there are alot of things you have that i want.

but i gotta stop this. i shouldnt think that way. i love my life as it is, theres a couple of bumps here and there. i have to learn to not want things more but heyhey im human. and life, enjoyment, thrills is afterall just a temporary thing.

i sound suicidal hahah but hey thats the truth.


one good thing is at least im not stupid and i have a life. unlike you bitch (: